my dairy

BORED.

2010-09-02T22:48:00.002+08:00

Hi .
really bored now.
with NOTHING to do.(except for a pile of hw)
no one to sms~
no one to talk too~
haix.
seriously...
i thinking~
wat is hongster suppose to mean?
or wat is hong za bor?
lol.
wierd~
all keep saying i hong sec 1~
to be more detail.
is wei jie.
and maybe kc~
haha.
but the truth is...
wei jie hong more than me lor!XD
wtf!
then he keep saying i hong there~
make me feel like i a bad guy or something~
haha!
then with kc gang "madness" about me~
keep getting gl by them using this~
wtf~
haha!
=).
and one more thing~
kc relax la~
what is yours is yours.
no need to force it ur way.
so.
let fate take over.
if she is meant to be yours then is yours.
no matter wat happen.
=).

feeling confused.

2010-07-13T22:13:00.002+08:00

wtf....
telling me i should give when u urself haven??
or are u making fun of me?
or wat?
we make it clear to each other that we will become normal firends.
but wat with u now?
wei jie just say about me dreaming about another girl
(which i dont really know why)
u kbkp me liao?????
kbkp me never keep my promised to wait for u???
lol...
u make it clear that we will NEVER be couple.
so why kbkp me not waiting for u all those stuff?
why not let me move on ?
or wat?
u "fang bu xia " wo?
comon.
let face it.
u wont.
u have already have a tag-along-dog.
i have already offended my friends once and i will never do it again.
at least not for u.
so comon.
let get on with our life.
let just be friends?

zzzz.unwanted ppl come my blog.

2010-06-18T00:39:00.007+08:00

zzz.

should be private liao lur.

keep having a dog bark on my tag board.

dam sianz.

haix.

never mind lur.
let him bark a little.

let get back to my main topic here.
SU ZHOU TRIP OWN.I ENJOY IT SO MUCH!!!

HAHA.

5 over 5 man!

haha.

get to know a lot of ppl that i will never know if i go for the trip.

haha.

get to escape focus too.

xp.

okay.

picture time~me,wj and friends from china!!
group photo!!!

the 3 brothers!!!=p

me!!!!!=p

the food we makan there!!

lazy upload le.

next time ba.=p

freaking retard.

2010-05-08T23:32:00.003+08:00

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
stupid stupid me.
"should not waste time on you".
"not worth it".
after all i done.
you are telling me this.
do u seriosly think that i have not think of those question?
all those thing i need to do?
after all that i been through?
and now u telling me to give up just because it not worth it?
its not worth it to spend on time on you?
ARE U OKAY?
if its not worth the time..
then wat is worth to spend time on?
study?
i spend 10 years studying.
friends.
i spend another 4 years with them.
and i intend to spend the time with them even after we leave school.
and u telling me spending time on u is not worth it?
i feeling sad right now.
i am crying.
hard.
but with no one to talk to..
i going to explode.
normally people will go for their close ones to talk.
but for me.
i have no options to choose from.
friends?
they are pretty one-sided.
best friend?
cant.
he is close to u.
you?
no.
i cant tell u how i felt right now.
u wont understand.
i wont even know if u will send me"that is your business",again.
i know i will offend a lot of my "bros" with this post.
but i dont really care.
if love can be put down so easily,
that is not even called love.
i am not that kind of person who is emotionally strong.
ya.
i may look strong,tough and mentally strong.
but.
i am not.
i tell u all a secret.
u know why i always make chances for u all to gl me?
i want to keep my mind occupy.
thinking of how i can gl back instead of thinking of sad stuff.
i let people hit me to let me escape from the cruel fact that stood in front of me.
i would rather be hit and being make fun of..
instead of thinking how..
hurt i am.
yesterday was my worst day.
ur replys.
your attitude.
i know kc and cy was beside u.
telling u to make me give up.
but if u really dont want..
u cant ignore them.
but.
u choose to listen to them.
u purposly make me mad.
wtf.
i could not believe it when kc told me this.
i thought it was my fault.
but i could not imagine that u will do those kind of things.
seriously.
u could have just tell me.
instead of sending those hurting massages.
just tell me in my face.
"you should give up on me."
i will rather u do that than to send me those massages.
u dont care about my feelings.?
how i felt after reading the massage.?
how i will react after i read the massage?
u just think of listening to wat cy and kc tell u?
to hurt me as much as possible.
so that i will give up?
is that really wat u think?
yesterday.
today i managed to forget about it until u sms me.
that despair and disappointment came back to me.
i let kc nigel hit me.
blood came out of my teeth.
they dont know of course.
i went out.
acting i need to breath and escape.
wipe the blood off.
my teeth was not the only thing bleeding.
went to eat mos with them.
and sat the place where i and her sat where we have our first dinner together and alone.
bring back a lot of memeries.
have to act strong.
and just eat.
almost cried.
but i managed to hold on my tears.
that it .
i cant type anymore.
the keyboard is too wet with tears.
need to clean it.
time to throw everthing aside.
for now.

hahas

2010-05-01T00:56:00.003+08:00

throw everything aside.
let talk something more enjoyable.
today went to see yei wen.
with kevin,kian wee,kc,renjie,ben and others 4/9.
dam nice the show.
haha.
tuesday will have a lot of people suddenly"know" gong fu.
then anyhow hit poeple with their "yong chun quan".
haha.
especially kevin.
he comfirm say he know "yong chun"..
then he will anyhow hit.
haha.
to think that i first go is because kevin say some people got go.
so i go.
theb they tell me that person never go.
then i was like wtf.
but then the movie ticket already buy liao.
then i go lor..
but never regret it after watching it.
give it a 4 out of 5.
but the only problem is that it ended suddenly.

after that i went to buy friendship band with kc,kevin,ben and kian wee.
tthen at first kian wee dont want to buy de.
say it is gay all those stuff.
then when ben say he spon us the bands.
then he like i want,i want!!!
haha.
we were laughing like hell.
then we went long john silver to makan.
i order "ahjune" chicken..
dam nice but not full though.
someore $6.70
then we all went our own ways.
ben go watch another movie.
kevin went home.
me and kc went to sp arcade.
i own kc in soccer with a damaged screen!!!
OWNAGE!!
HAHA.
then the staff gl sia.
turn off the machines while we still playing!!
i was winning kc on TAKEN!!!!
oh yeah!!!

went back.
bought some sushies at half prices for my mother.
but when i reach home.
she is not at home.
so i eat it myself lor.
very nice!!
then bath and then..
talk to her on phone lor.
now she is sleeping like a pig ( i think^^)
haha.
then i should sleep too.
since it is 1.30 in the morning.
haha.
goodbye.
today end on a high note.!!!
so happy.

still not enough money.

2010-04-29T22:59:00.002+08:00

haix.
still a couple of dollars short.
but its okay.
wth.
this morning.
gave me false hope yesterday,
then take it all back this morning.
u know it wont hurt me at all if i save money.
i can give the money next wednesday.
i wont even break a sweat.
i so excited yesterday night lor.
thinking about it aready.
haix.
why find other people sia?
really is ur mother that dont allow?
or is there other reason?
>.<
i am so retarded.

5 more days left.

2010-04-27T22:39:00.002+08:00

5 more days.
life will returns to before(i hoped)
why make me choose between my best friend and the girl i love?
why??
why put me in this kind situation?
why?
i never wanted to hurt neither.
but i am the want getting hurt.
手心也是肉，手背也是肉.
no matter what i choose..
i will offend either one..
sianz.
i am not the one who want to offend everyone.
i want to be with friends with everyone.
but..
now..
i got to choose between the one i grow up with in my sec school
and one that i went in the deepest in my heart..
tell me..
*sniff*
which side should i...
*sniff*
stand??
follow my "brother" that is with me for 4 years..
or to the person that i devote so much time,effort and feelings in it??
*sniff*
suddenly relised that tears have flown down..
both in my heart and on my face..
*sniffs*
wat shall i do??
which side should i stand???
*snifffffs*

i bored

2010-04-11T14:58:00.002+08:00

i am so bored nowadays.
dont know why?
retarded.
wei jie go tell her i have given up on her.
i was like wtf!?
when did i say i have given up on her?
i will not give up on her.
unless she tell me in my face.
that she and i cant be friends.
or i wont give up.
at least not untill someone appear and give me the same feelings again.

1st Lady Missing You lyrics

2010-04-08T22:48:00.000+08:00

Hmmmmm hmmmmm
Oh I'm missin' you
Baby I'm missin' you
Mmm eyyy hmmm
Baby I'm missing you

Things'll never be the same with out you...

What did I do to deserve this
I didn't even get one last kiss, from you
Oh baby God took your love from me
You needed an angel so it seems
I need to feel your hands all over me
I need to feel you kissing me
I need to feel you holding me
I need to feel your touch
Cause I miss your love so much
And I can't keep on living this way
I need you here with me
Why did he take you away, from me

It's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I know I'll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldn't you just stay
Because my world is nothing, without you
Now I don't know what to do, with myself

I would've given you anything
Just to make you happy
Just to hear you say, that you love me one last time
I'd go to hell back over and over again
Just to prove to you how much I need you here
There is nothing that I wouldn't do
I'd cry for you
I'd lie for you
And there's no doubt that if I could take your place in heaven
I would die for you, yes I will
I would rather give up my life
Than to see tears in your eyes
I can't stand to see you cry

Cause it's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I know I'll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldn't you just stay babe
Because my world is nothing, without you
Now I don't know what to do, with myself

I just don’t know what to do with myself
I can’t stop looking at those pictures on my shelf
Knowing it was just one week ago, stood there and took that picture
There just one thing that I want to know
Why would God want to hurt me so bad
Does He know how much it hurts to be missing you
Baby I’m missing you
Baby I’m missing you

I love you oohh God dammit I love you
Why did he did he take you away from me
Cause I love you so...
I miss you so much baby I just can’t go on baby
Ohhh

soccer competition at boon lay.

2009-12-13T18:13:00.003+08:00

haha.
won nth.
haha.
but got into quarter finals.
fail to score then.
lost 1-0.
dam.
haha.
but nvm.
to a last minute form good is okay le la.
haha.
and somore one team is said to have the best striker(amraan,zhi wei)
and best goalkeeper.(me=) )
haha.
seriously.
best form i ever had in like 1 year.
=)
so proud of myself.
haha.
the refree there is like so...
lousy.
haha.
wrong decision give.
no cards when from behind tackle.
foul when u slide the ball first then the player.
also,
some of our opponant is "pro divers".
never touch them then fall down claim here pain there pain.
haha.
stupid.
lol to them.
get a life.
and
there a surprised.
THERE IS A INSTRUTOR THERE.
MY NPCC INSTRUTOR.
AND SO UNLUCKY.
HIS THE SCORER OF MY FIELD.
WTF.
U GUESS IS WHO?
(HINT1:PICK ON KAI CHONG HAIR IN SEC 2)(ALWAYS)
I LIKE SO...
WTH.
(HINT 2 :DAM FIRECE)
U SHOULD KNOW WHO LIAO LOR.
haha.
gtg.
playing Life or Dead.
so...
bb.=)

should be working now.haha.

2009-12-12T18:16:00.002+08:00

haha.
should be working now.
but i at home.
u know why?
because thinking of her too much then sick.
haha.
no la.
jk nia.
because i cant find the freaking shop.
LOL right>.but its true.
i find like one hour plus still cant find.
then i u-turn and went back home.
waste my time.
at around the changi airport there.
lolz.
wasted my time.
then upon reaching sembawang.
i went arcade.
haha.
i own ppl there like freaking god man!!=)
haha 5 wins in a row for max. tune.
haha.
counted as high like hor.
if i last match at last turn dint bang the lorry.
i should win liao lors.
haha.
feel so sianz now.
nobody at home.
massage over liao.
then don want to call ppl talk.
because no one want to talk anyone.
T.T
sad right?
haha.
gtg.
bb.

nth to write le.

cl campfire.

2009-12-07T22:56:00.002+08:00

wa...
so sianz.
miss it yesterday.
dam.
saw the pic..
seems fun.=(
sianz.
so happen to have a slight fever.
i tink because of the dragon boat ba...
halfway rain..
then stil continued.
but its fun though.=)
haix.
but kevin told me is so boring.
he sms me in the middle of the campfire.
haha.
lol him.
choon long,
sei eng,
kai chong,
and me dint go.
of course sianz la.^^
no friends ma..^^
haix.
nth to write le.
haha.
suddenly feel like blogging.
^^and one more thing.
MY MASSAGE BURST LIAO.
haix.
cant massage her.=(

couldnt msg u make my heart felt so empty .
every msg that u send wil be deep down into my heart .
i do not need the msg to be sweet ,
i jus wanna it to care for me that all .
the care and concern from u jus motivate me to go further .
it make me cross hurdles after hurdles .
jus seein ur name appear on my fone would be enough to put a smile on my face .
even i had a very bad dae .
jus wanna tell u that , iloveyou .
u may nt believe it but wad i type here is jus all my heart word ?
464946 . will u be mine dear ?

last day of chalet.30 min left.

2009-12-03T11:37:00.002+08:00

lol.
last day le leh.
haha.
still left 30 min to go before check out.
just wake up.
tio kick up.
haha.
then.
thinking of her.
lol.
yesterday was a fun night.
haha.
with all the flour.
and all the paper.
haha.
the birthday boy tio flour untill like ..
old man.=)
haha.
tmr still got unit hike.
lol.
haiz.
so sianz lei.
haha.
now all so high.
all want me to stop blogging.
then.
i stop lor.
haha.
stop here.
untill next time...
goodbye.

i am now thiinking of her.
my mind is full of her.
my life is full of her.
my world obit around her.
my whole heart belonged to her.
464946.
i love you very much.

chalet today.

2009-12-01T17:09:00.003+08:00

haha.
now at chalet.
so sianz.
all want go bowling.
haha.
don want to go la.
so sianz.
using guo li com to blog.
haha.
with all npcc friends.
sianz.
first day only feel so sianz.
nth to do here actually.
haha.
wish can sms her.
haix.
haha.
saw kc and xy huggin together to sleep...
haha..
wish i can do that with her too..
its so funny la.
so tired now..
wonder she wake up le ma in camp?
haha.
then..
wat she doin now?
is she okay?
will she be fine after the camp.
haix.
all the though are killing me sia.
thinking of her day and night.
trying to think wat will happen to me again if...
i lost her.
aiya.
why think so far lei.
think nearer.
haha.
serious nth to do lei...
all ppl now sleepin like pig lor.
haha.
thye sleep from yesterday night till now haven wake up.
8 plus goin to 9 liao lei.
wake up lei.
so i can sleep.
sianz
so tired.
later in night still got bbq and royal rumber.
lolz right.
i will be the hitting target.
haha.
xi guan le.
being whacked by many ppl is part of our "bonding game"
haha.
haha.
now all ppl wake up le.
haha.finally got things to do.
but all so frustrated.
because they say too early to wake up.
gtg.
too much ppl wake up see le.
bb.

seeing u is like my best moment in my life.
sms u is like putting honey in my heart.
not seeing u is like i want to die.
i love u,464946.
will u be mine,
dar?

Stupid dum dum

2009-11-30T15:27:00.001+08:00

Grrrr Dhis stupid dum dum ._.
Deleted my post!
Wang en fu yi!!
RAWR !

working like mad.

2009-11-25T00:42:00.003+08:00

haha.
finally got time to blog.
haha.
working like crazy this few days.
u may ask me for?
money la.
my i phone.
haha.
the job so sianz.
lucky got ppl to sms.
thanks man.
waste my time by a bit.
haha.
lolz.
gtg.
need to sleep.
haha.

seein ur name pop out in my fone jus put a smile on my face .
ur msg gib me strength to pass the hurdle in my job .
all i wan was jus askin me : " are you tired ? "
this wil make my heart felt with passion to continue on .
it took a few second to have a crush on u .
a few hour to love u .
babe jus wanna tel u ,
u my everythin . iloveyou .
464946 be mine will u ?

camp evo 3 my instrutor

2009-11-06T17:28:00.005+08:00

my group"4 beauty"

haha..

yo..i been away from quite sometime now..
because..
i been in camp!!
camp evo is it name..
and is dam fun..
meet a lot of friends..
like phng ming(zhong chen main)
wei zhi(st niclous)
and inygin(yu hua)
don know the school name spell correctly but names is correct..
haha..
the camp is bloody fun..
should have been longer sia..
then i can enjoy it more..
haha..
went to pula ubin for the camp..
come back with dozen of mosiqto bites..
which is bloody itchy man..
then..
i scratch.=)
then..
i meet my instrutor..
haha..
so lucky..
to have a only female instrutor as our group instrutor..=)
then..
came the "boss"..
instrtor ethan...
haha..dam fierce man on the first day..
expected man..
to install dicipline..=)
then he became nicer and nicer with each day past..
then..
my group said i have a tiko face..
LOL man.
i dont have a tiko face la..
or do i?
haha=)..
then...
came the time when i know about the camp..
it is not a np camp..
like i thought previously..
it is a camp to make ppl change to a better person..
then..
i learn dam lot of things..
to respect other ppl..(trying)
to spread love to other ppl..
not that kind of bf and gf kind ...
but in terms of friends..
u show care and concern to ur friends..
first day..
was okay..
but from 2 day..
i know almost why my group members are here..
some being force by DM..(dicipline master)
some are here because of cases..
some are here because they thought is a np camp..
while other camp because they volunteer..
no matter where they came from...
but..
we manage to bond together during the 3 rd day..
and that makes me feel..
good.
imagine to work with ppl from different background..
different personality..
its hard work..
i never felt the "feel" before..
not even with ppl in my school..
even in my cca..
haha..
it feel good to lead ppl and to change them..
in my school ..
i don have that chance..
but in this camp..
i have that chance.
that the different.
haha..
still remenber ethan lines..
"your problem, not my problem. Dont make it my probem"
and.
"you all better wake up your bloody idea !!!!"
haha dam funny...=)
and plz guys..
give me ur hp plz la..
and..
i wish camp evo will be orgnised next year.
cause..
it..
ROCKS.
GO EVO KIA..=)

me and my friend..=)

hot man!!

my group instrutor!!

haha..my "ke xin"=)

another blow...

2009-10-29T21:42:00.002+08:00

wtf..
i dint make it to OGLs..
see kevin...
is a waste of my time...
i knew from the start i wont make it...
after having a bad impression on those "interviewers"
2 word to desribe them...
THEY SUX..
seriously..
y don the school ask the student body for opinion ...
for the selection of the so-called"level 4"...
in my thoughts...
some of them are plainly retards.(no offence,but that wat i tink)
some have real skills
i cant denied it.
but some is..
like filling the spot only.
extras..
so to speak.
ya ya ya..
terms and regulation lay down..
i agree to all(some not willing of course)
but i do want to follow the rules..
i was about to cut my hair today...
but..
cl massage me that i don make it ..
omfg..
that piss me off.
after all i went through..
scmc..i screw it up..
i blame no one..
but this..
wat i do to not make it as a OGLs?
wat?
tell me..
i did quite well in the ogl than in scmc..
but y?
does impression really counts?
does friendship really counts?
the better u know the interviwer
the higher the chance u get into it?
then i am sry.
i rather don make it that be a hypocrite.
not saying that those who make it are hypocrite.
but..
i should make it into the OGLs
at least..
with my leadership position and how well i did in the interview.
regardless of wat..
hell is gonna break lose.
watch it happen...
i will not stand back anymore to get anymore injustice.
"level 4 " is just a position..
its the friendship that counts here..
not ability.

yo...home so sianz

2009-07-06T20:46:00.002+08:00

At home nth to do leh...
face my mum and be so fusrated like hell
lol
keep naggin me to stop playing com after only 1 hours
LOL
who play com for only 1 hours???tell me
lol
then wanted to go play basketball..
she said cannot becasuelly its 6 pm...TOO LATE..
OMG..
is 6 p.m late?!tell me
then...
watch the stupid show...channel 8 one..
jin yan finally reunite with her long lost son...
so"touching"...the story line is being the 3Rs of singapore...
so predictable...
then watch the snatch stall big operation...
so sianz also..
don know cook open a stall...
LOL..
then ask my bro lend me com...
he said yes BUT cannot play...
LOL..
i only use com for playing one then he said cannot..
lolz...
then i thought bloggin then i blog lor...
haha...=)
try to blog whenever i am free
or my bro lend me com but cannot play lor..
this is not a dead blog like i said few days ago..
told u all liao...
not a dead blog...

barbeque turn into thorning!!

2008-11-20T00:24:00.005+08:00

haiz..the time yesterday and the day before past so fast...let me summerise??

On monday:

i went out early like 10am to meet zhen xiong,jing wen,henry,etc etc..then xin yi late..then all wait for her..cannot blame her..blame zhen xiong inform her wrong time..then we take 966 to east coast lor..on he way it was raining like so big then i thought that the barbeques no need start le but when we reach there..the god give "face" to zhen xiong then stop raining but it drizzle a bit only..then when we reach there zhen xiong and nigel started acting like "couple" running down the coast like in the movie..haha so funi..then we play poker cards till the sec 3 came..then i and nigel took off our shirt then started swimming in the sea waters.haha...so nice and refreshing...they bought the wat soda liao..i forget le..it contain 0.5 %of wine...then rui xia and kia chyi came(forming the sec 2 "4 da mei ren"..haha..jkjk)...then we started with the "holy" fire..then i burnt my thumb..OUCH:(..then we started barbequing...all the way till the night..where zhen xiong and nigel said they want thorn at the pit then i ask my mum whether can thorn or not(i said that i sleep at chalet)..then she siad can..YES:)..then rui xia said that we could go to her house to thorn then we agree..then we all agree..but kia chyi and wai en cannot go..but lucky xin yi got go or else we cannot go rui xia house..lucky...

ON TUSEDAY:

we went to rui xia house and play majong till 2 am in the morning..then we switch to poker cards..play till 4+ then rui xia and wei hong sleep le(zhen xiong and xin yi sleep first)..then still left me and nigel"standing"..we play poker till 6am+ then we went to sleep..then we woke up at 10am+..wtf..then i nag to play majong..then they play..then henry call us ask us whether we want breakfast then all said want..BUT nigel go place wrong order then all go eat plain roti plata (should be 5 egg 3 plain but he said 5 plain 3 egg)..then i eat 3 plain prata..but is nice..then after eating we play majong again..then very funy..i win the first round of majong then i win last round of the majong..haha..after playing the last round we keep everything and prepare to leave rui xia(house)...after we "take control" of her com..then we all "campers" all leave her house..i,zhen xiong and wei hong went to play basketball behind the school with the sec 3..then very funi..the leftover prawns zhen xiong bring give out a "pleasent" odour..becasue rui xia lazy put the prawns in the fritge then it smell like rubbish decaying..haha..then zhen xiong went home first then i went home...reaching home at 5pm+..then i go bath..unpack..then went for my "beauty" sleep :)..

THANKS YOU,RUI XIA FOR THE HOMESTAY U PROVIDED FOR US

ATC (adveture torture camp)

2008-11-10T20:32:00.003+08:00

IT WAS SO FUN AT THE SEACOND DAY GAMES!!!!
but it sux when the CI(cadet inspector,if u don know wat it is,then it is bigger then me can liao)keep scolding us for no reason la!!!
same things like ACCIDENTALY forget take things then scold scold scold..but our group CI was nice and he is from INNOVA JC..so near right?
let m summrise my camp ba:
first day
everyone was keeping their spirits high for the camp for the sec 2,check bags in school then we were off to ubin.when we reach there by boats,we took a very LONG hike to the campsite..wtf..so long and there a lot of hill lor..but we make it..reaching the camp then we carry the materal for our tent that we need to pitch by OURSELF..then we pitch the tent..then kena SCOLDING* for too slow moving by CI..then the head of camp at ubin come SCOLD* us for lack of urgency..then we eat dinner and have a very lame mob campfire where we sing songs..where rs ppl all very entu want...then tio SCOLDING* again by that head of the camp..then we went to bed..but almost none sleep as there is A LOT of mosquito and is very hot plus ppl are playing with torchlight lor...
2 day
starting of day then got pt liao..then do jumping jacks ,push up,sit up,then all so sleepy then we muz do 50 for push up lor..then i fall out due to hand cramps..so pain..then we run and ru...so tired..then after that we got breadfast,MAGGIE MEE again..SAME FOOD AS YESTERDAY diner..after that games to build our team bonds lor..so fun..then we get SCOLDING* again by the head of camp as we were playing last night..she said when we get caught that nght we need wash toliets with a toothbrush...then we had time for dinner and preparation for cacmp fire..then my group all not entu want lor..no want got ideas lor..then we got SCOLDING* again by CI for lack of urgency again..haiz..then campfire we all so high le...everyone so high in spirits lor...had the great time there with everyone including sec 3(they having survivor camp at ubin too)..then we went back after it end then we got debrief then went to sleep le...all so tired that all ppl went to sleep le despite mosquito..then SUDDENLY it rains..waaa..then everyone so panic as we sleeping in tent then the water keep slpashing in then all wet wet..'
day 3
all very tired as the rain keep pouring till morning..heng sia..no morning pt..yes..but everyone so tired that we sleep while standing lor!!!then the head of camp first time so nice let us sleep in the canteen..then we all woke up then the rain stop le...we went back tent...unpitch the tent all wash it clean and rt the things...then everyone very tires le..then u guess wat?we need to walk back to the jetty!!!with our bag!!!so heavy!!!then when reach jetty we were all super tired..we take boats back and i went to kai chong house.sooooooooooooooo nice n big lor..because nobody at home and i have no key...then at 6.30 i went back home unpack ,bath and went to sleep untill today afternoon...zzzz..

*(COUNT HOW MANY TIMES THEY SCOLD US)

so sianz..nothing to do..

2008-11-03T20:08:00.002+08:00

sianz..Wanted to go to double pure but mother and brother siad no..But i don care..
still chose double pure science...physic and chemistry..wonder can i do well?

AND by the way...i sry for the post earlier..*** *** don angry la...or xin yu will kill me..sorry la..

today quite a lot of ppl go hand in form(course seletion)..saw 2/6 ppl..all last minute sia...all pupils the same ba..all last minute hand in want...wonder can i go to my selected course?

so sianz...everyday in house play computer..all the same game..maple..gunz..all the same games everyday..so miss the day when we study together in both 1/9 and 2/9..and today we are splited into different class based on our result..so sianz..although sometimes i hate u all but now thinking back..i felt very sad..2 years of "friendship" going to be split...very difficult to let go la...2 years sia..

so sianz..nothing to do but to post blog lor...can someone tell me wat to do?

npcc annual camp

2008-04-08T20:15:00.000+08:00

I REALLY LIKE MY CL(NOT CHOON LONG)
The camp very nice lor.With CL like Justin and Ziling.Though nerver win the group prize,i feel happy.The camp have a lot of good points with little bad points.The game fun like shit like that sia.but we very slack sia.all slow slow move one.if i cl i scold them like hell like that sia..they watch out next year..the bad points are hor the bunks la...boys bunks need to go up 3 floor then go down 2 floor..troublesome sia...say what boys cannot cross girls bunk..and then the century duty is at midnight sia...i want to sleep......
Best campers COMFIRM go to guo li ...he too enthu le..maybe without guo li and zhen xiong then i can win ba...but need to wait long long...